http-xxaxx:

isloveevenrealanymore:

Hell is not somewhere you go, it’s something you carry with you.

-mh

imjustascaredlilgirl:

imjustascaredlilgirl:

bearslilcatto:

I feel my brain rotting more every day and it’s not giving me other choice than letting it happen until I can’t take it anymore.

ivy15raven:

I am suicidal

I am suicidal,

But you won’t see any scars.

I am suicidal,

But I don’t actively attempt to die.

I sometimes won’t eat for days.

I won’t look for cars when crossing the street.

I take more pain meds than I need.

I won’t sleep until I pass out from exhaustion.

I go to unsafe areas alone.

I am suicidal,

But I don’t have a plan.

I am suicidal,

But not in the way people think.

I don’t actively try to die,

But I don’t try to stay alive either.

imjustascaredlilgirl:

depresseddisneyprincess:

you are not broken because you are sad

you are not broken because you are anxious

you are not broken because you hallucinate 

you are not broken because you  hear things

you are not broken because you can’t focus

you are not broken because you are compulsive

you are not broken because you have tics

you are not broken because you have intrusive thoughts

you are not broken because of your mental illness

you are not broken

fandomtrashtexts:

Killing oneself is, anyway, a misnomer. We don’t kill ourselves. We are simply defeated by the long, hard struggle to stay alive. When somebody dies after a long illness, people are apt to say, with a note of approval, “He fought so hard.” And they are inclined to think, about a suicide, that no fight was involved, that somebody simply gave up. This is quite wrong.

~ Sally Brampton

drugsruinthings:

Suicide is becoming an option again.

rollinginthedeepdepression:

I’m so close to the edge of the abyss; one more step and I’m gone.

spinsomniac:

I wish there was a person out there who would hold me and tell me it’s okay to let go. It’s okay to leave. It’s okay to die. It’s okay to be free.